It's like someone pressed a panic button that controls me...
I think I am afraid of people. When I'm walking in public alone and I see someone I start to have a little panic attack. This person could be anyone. It could be some little old lady walking or it could be a little kid riding their bike, but for some reason I start thinking OMG! This person is going to kill me, they are going to kidnap me and I'm going to die and all this bad stuff is going to happen. Then I think okay just keep calm and act normal. Then when I walk by then all they say is Hello! or Wonderful weather today isn't it? or something as simple as that. And I'm like oh...Hi...? Okay well I guess they weren't going to kill me...so then that probably means that I'll be fine when the next person comes by. But then like 10 minutes later I'll see another person and well what do you know the cycle happens over again. The weird thing is that I'm fine when I'm with someone in public, but when I'm alone I freak out as you can see...
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